Emily, white cis woman, 28, She/her, communist, feminist, calico critter enthusiast, post about my OCD frequently (particularly health anxiety) which may be triggering for some. No minors please. Terfs/swerfs get out.
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Saturday, July 17th: Hi everyone, I’m Gemma, a bi, mentally ill disaster, who’s in desperate need of help, as I’m really struggling to pay my phone bill and due to charge-backs, my account is again overdrawn.
As most of you are already aware from my previous post, I have been struggling financially for quite some time due to my welfare benefit (Universal Credit) being under a review, which is due to my worsening mental health and the UK’s controversial changes to how benefits are assessed and assigned. And at the moment, I’m currently struggling to get by, asmy application for PIP was declined and I am currently awaiting an appointment for a WCA (Work Capability Asessment) from the DWP to assess my health, and my debt from overdue bills is piling up.
I know this is a huge ask, and I’m completely heartbroken to be asking for help again, but I still desperately need some. I need £220.22 (overdrawn account - £137.82 + £82.40 phone/Internet bill) and I don’t receive my benefit until the end of the month.
If anyone could spare any amount to help me, even if it’s just £1/$1/€1, it would literally save my life, and sharing definitely helps just as much as donations. Nobody is obligated in any way to donate if they can’t or don’t want to, I know we’re all struggling right now.
Oh and I have to take Fucking laxatives that basically ruined my social life I can’t do anything fun, I can’t use public washrooms bc I need my own set up and medication at home, I don’t have a car so I can’t easily get home if I’m out somewhere, and this is just my daily pathetic existence. Every day is just praying I’ll make it though the day, I can’t go on trips, I can’t go out and have fun, I can’t do anything but go to work and come home and even making it through a short shift can be so painful. And I watch all the people around me get to reach their goals I in life or even just be happy and I can’t do any of that bc I’m always worried about my GI problems, I’m pretty sure I have cancer now bc of serious symptoms but I’ve been to the doctor so many times I don’t know how to go back for another issue, I can’t stop the meds that may be causing the symptom bc if I do it’ll cause a worse symptom, so I’m just going to lay on the floor and cry for a while
Oh and my therapist has tried to help me for over a year now and I’ve make some progress but I’m back as square one and have little hope for anything, let alone getting better
Feeling like shit for a lot of reasons today, I am convinced again I’m dying of cancer, there’s been symptoms I’m terrified about, and bc my cousin is having another baby and a bunch of people I went to high school with all are pregnant/have babies, I’m not a good candidate for adoption (which there’s an 8+ year waitlist for anyway), and feeling like I don’t even deserve it anyway bc a “real mother” would push through the pain and health complications to give birth anyway, but obviously I’m a coward and don’t want it bad enough or I would tried already, my boyfriend is miserable bc I’m miserable constantly and may as well be a dead log on the couch, I don’t contribute anything to our relationship besides crying and leaving all the housework to him bc I’m a lazy, pathetic and depressed piece of shit who knows nothing except how to cry and hyperventilate
haaaaaa i am so fuckity fucked guys. like dangerously fucked.
im a black bi genderfluid girl, disabled, unemployed, homeless and a s*x worker. im being threatened with murder and r*pe from my younger brother. he has a history of abusing me and has even been arrested for abuse and strangulation in the past. he has a history of mental health issues like myself and hes very aggressive towards women and lgbt ppl. he is spreading damaging rumors about me and saying hurtful things towards me and my currently pregnant mom. moving back to that apartment isnt a choice anymore.
due to the nature of this post i cant provide any payment info so pls dm me/send an ask off anon. i need to get away from him please help me.
please dont tell me to contact authorities, i cant afford to take that chance.
hi im still in need 🖤
i need money for food and to keep my room…so far i have $40 towards my room
Hi everyone, you may have seen my previous post for Cenbe floating around, unfortunately due to that previous arrest she is once again in jail and nobody is sure when her hearing will be. In the meantime, please donate if you can and share this post.
